Good Goodbye lovely time, Good Goodbye tinsel shine, Good Goodbye I'll be fine..

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 01:38:14 GMT

In December 2004, I made a list of things that I didn't accomplish that year that I wished I would have. And 106 weeks ago... I updated that list and bolded the things that I did accomplish. It is December 29th, 2007 and the year is almost over. 2007 was a fun year. A lot happened and many memories were created and many things happened that I wish didn't happen. But it was a good year, and I feel accomplished. I didn't do many things on this list but I did do a lot of things that I never put on my to-do list. Anyways, this is mostly pointless but I feel it needs to be done. Have a happy new year.

skydived
gone to europe-ACCOMPLISHED
go to california
swim with sharks
run away
raise my gpa
forgave my worst enimies
built something
watch the exoricist-ACCOMPLISHED
watch old school- ACCOMPLISHED
tell my deepest secrets to my closest friends- ACCOMPLISHED
tell my parents how much i really love them
tell my friends how much i really love them-ACCOMPLISHED
made a difference-ACCOMPLISHED
gotten a job-ACCOMPLISHED
learn guitar
become fluent in french
figured out my carear-ACCOMPLISHED
make a collage fund
fallen in love-ACCOMPLISHED
Lived
Died...

So tell me, how was your year?

The year is almost over and I still haven't....

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 20:19:00 GMT

Last year one December 20th, i made a list of things i didn't accomplish that year that I wish to accomplish. So now, here's the same list and in bold are the things that I have done. There aren't many, and some are worthless, but some are great... but hey, there's always next year.

skydived
gone to europe
go to california
swim with sharks
run away
raise my gpa
forgave my worst enimies
built something
watch the exoricist
watch old school
tell my deepest secrets to my closest friends
tell my parents how much i really love them
tell my friends how much i really love them
made a difference
gotten a job
learn guitar
become fluent in french
figured out my carear
make a collage fund
fallen in love
Lived
Died...

So tell me, how was your year?

I'm gonna stay sixteen forever

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 20:21:03 GMT

You know how every year, when you turn a new age, there's always someone to tell you not to rush life and enjoy being young and free and careless and don't let it all pass you by... it's strange that for me this year, that was told to me by our painter....

I have decided that this will be my last entry in my journal. I have had it for about a year. A good year at that. I wont be deleting my journal, but I just feel that life doesnt need to be posted to the world anymore. We all are going to have our problems, happiness, and everywhere in between. So lets just settle for knowing, in our heads, not seeing, on computers, that life is bad then it will be ok. Cause it will. So settle for that, and nothing less. bye.

Passed out in our school clothes so we'd wake up in our Sunday's best
I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it
You move slow like daytime drama
And I'm boring like his songs
So while I'm taking you for granted
We'll be humming along

Well cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless, so,
So thoughtless
So careless, I could care less

So paint your face up something elegant
And this town maybe a darker shade of red
Cause a long night means a fist fight
Against your pillow and my pearly whites
I want to hear you scream you like me better on my knees
So let us pray
we don't believe in second chances
So let us pray

Don't you ask me
Don't you move

Well Cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
Well she's so heartless
And I could care less

One of us never did it but we're taking it all
And tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all
And her eyes never batted when she said it
It's a long night, open, know it...

This glass house is burning down
You light the match, I'll stick
I'll give you everything you want
And wish the worst of what I was

Tonight won't make a difference.

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 19:15:48 GMT

its my birthday.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 22:26:04 GMT

random visits are my fav =]

amazing, just amazing

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 01:10:07 GMT

best new song ever...

Jimmy Eat World- Drugs Or Me (Styrofoam Remix)
Stay On My Side EP

awesome.

you're just jealous cause we're young and in love

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 00:33:25 GMT

woot woot for happiness
its all been awesomee.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 17:24:02 GMT

Taking on seven years
The holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
And I've been trying way too long
Only push the way off to fight you
And I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
The story ends
(-I would find a way without you
I would find a way without you -)
My mistake was gold
I know that without you
It's something that I could never do
[[ That was right ]]

Seven years you assured me
That I'd be fine if I complied
Only push the way off to fight /y/o/u/
&I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
The story ends
Without you

Don't treat me I'm to blame
Dont treat me like I ever accused you
Don't treat me I'm to blame
Dont treat me like I ever accused you
Don't treat me I'm to blame
Dont treat me like I ever accused you
Don't treat me I'm to blame
Dont treat me like I ever accused you

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 19:26:21 GMT

Okay so I think I'm getting the hang of this whole school thing. My classes are looking a lot better and things just kind of seem ok :) today was a greeeaaat day though :)

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 22:08:42 GMT

that was the best part of my day...

thanks to my dog.

*sigh*

For what it's worth, it was worth it all the while.

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 18:48:12 GMT

soo, its been a boring week.
i cant really remember my days. last night went to coney as usual. i wanted pancakes but i felt stupid if i did order them so i settled for a cheesburger. kevin called me stupid anyway. i could care less... then went to starbucks and im in loveeee with chai tea. hopefully tera be spending the night tonight. i need to get my mind off of what i cant stop thinking about, so maybe tonight will help :/ well, there wasnt a reason for posting today. just bored i guess... later

im just about ready to kill my self :/

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 16:56:14 GMT

well as of now, this is my schedual. but im changing my first hour gym class... hopefully.

1. fit for life- Crum
2. english- Bulat
3. Biology2- Doyle
4. 2D design- Druia
5. finance- Gendreau
6. only the cooooooolest lunch ever
7. poetry- Packan
8. algebra2- Champa

pleaseee tell me if ur in anyy of my classes

the only reason you'll be passing out in victoria's secret is cause of the ipex...

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 05:38:24 GMT

ipex bras are fricken amazing...

every girl should be given one.

i went to the mall with tera during the day.
went to fireworks at night.
i have never had a good experience at fireworks...

they can just burn

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 17:14:47 GMT

okay im better now. last night made me feel less stressed. i went to the mall with mac and tera and bought cheap but fun sun glasses n thats its. came home then around 10 i went to coney with kevin. we both didnt eat allll day so we were starving. and my kitchen sink is broken so its difficult to make food. so while me n kev were at coney, we saw luke (teras brother) and brigette, lukes gf. we sat with them for a while and waited for jakes food to bring it home to him n say hey to tera while we were at it. so it was just a relaxing night until i noticed some of our property was damaged when kevin drove me home. so that what interesting. so yeah, i feel much better today. and i hope i get this job :/

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 17:50:49 GMT

wow i am like anti journal these days. but i think i decided to delete it when school starts. maybe not i donno...

amy came home! i saw her n kevin yesterday. he bought a block of cheese, amy got choco milk. it was a party. i love them two :)

not much else to say. sisters in florida, brothers at football... i pretty much have the house to myself. but tera has it better :) her rents r gone for an entire week. they just left today...... 0:)

all for now...later

Im waiting for blood to flow to my fingers, ill be alright when my hands get warm

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 02:35:21 GMT

im now home from new jersey. in went to red bank and point pleasant with the fam. i love new jersey but my family drove me nuts. i am so SO glad to be home. as soon as i came home after a 14 hour car ride, i went to giannas to see her and tera and to drop off bread i got for tera from Zebus, a delicious and fantastic cafe in red bank. my mom was being AWESOME and wouldnt let me stay. so i had 5 minutes to say hey, drop off bread, and leave. and as soon as gianna answered the door and tera came running and screamin to say hey, i just started to cry so hard. i missed my friends. i never want to leave again. im excited for tomorrow when i can actually see everyone for more than 5 minutes. later

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 04:09:32 GMT

i hate updating so much but i just wanna say that i love my friends and all the awesomeness we have. its the times when we are doing nothing but screaming our heads off to something corporate or foo fighters in a mini van that mean more to me than any other times we have.

So kiss me hard, cause this will be the last time that I let you

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 19:38:42 GMT

well, i had quite the eventful night last night. after i came home from my dads, i went to teras house to spend the night. we chilled for a while then kevin came over... he had a very interesting story to tell us...but thats none of ur business ;) soooo then we left to pick up gianna and went off to national coney island to celebrate their 40th anniversaire. and a guy in the booth next to us was SO drunk. he peered over our booth and gianna asked "can we help you?" and he responded, "IM DRUNK!" and he was just being goofy and stupid the whole time. funny kid. so theres a little sample of the night i had. it was awesome, def a night to remember.

and then tonight was yet another night to remeber. me sam tera kevin and my BROTHER all went to go see charlie and the chocolate factory which was such a FUNNY movie. johnny depp was most def interesting. then we went to get coffee and GIANNA.... i love you. someday, i will be just like u... ha u kno what i mean ;)

out! later

Me and the Moon

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:02:48 GMT

It's a good year for a murder
shes praying to jesus shes pulling the trigger
there's no tears cause hes not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they'll be coming to rush her away
no one's so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

it's me and the moon she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly you wouldnt let me die
it's me and the moon she says

...but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but im so tired of days that feel like the night

it's me and the moon she says
and i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly and you wouldnt let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly

And you know very well, that I can't keep my hands to myself

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 20:49:55 GMT

yeah so last night was courtney's bday party. it was a fun chill time. n then tera came to my house after the party to sleepover. we played risk with my brother and TERA conquered the world! so congrats to her. today i spent 4 hours getting ready for nothing. yeah good time... but i think tonight is a monopoly/movie night so that should be fun. so like my mom is all high on family activities and she wants to go to some waterpark 2 hours away tomrrow. i dont wanna go so im trying to get out of it. and i actually think shes gonna let me stay home :) all for now, im feeling too misplaced to concentrate on this.

just got back from D-town but all i have to say is.....

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 16:02:04 GMT

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TERA WATSON! ! ! ! !

best friends means...

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 03:18:16 GMT

quicky...
i got to see AMANDAAAA today :) :) i miss my anti but i finally got to see her. we gottta hang more. well i just wanted to share my happiness about seeing anti #2. it made my day.
...today was very good.

laterrr :)

if we go down we go down together...

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 19:56:31 GMT

yeah so im home now. just got back from traverse city and it was ok. glad to be home

teras birthday innnnnnnn FIVE days :) best friends means...

and turkish is home from FL!

and damn you spurs... better luck next year pistons. thats all i have to say for now. oh and by the way, i think i may be having a fourth of july party so lemme kno if your interested.

*new layout. please take notice how the colors on this here page match the hotel picture above...thanks. and doesnt that look fun?

mmk im done

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 00:53:06 GMT

okay well change of plans. i actually am going camping with my dad this week. i was bribed with an ipod. im leaving monday morning and i really dont want to go. but hey, woot woot an ipod.
love u all so much. have a good week and ill be back saturday
<3

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 02:58:29 GMT

at my dads, pretty bored. so gimme something interesting to do :)

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
05. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
06. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
07. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
08. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
09. Put this in your journal