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[29 Dec 2007|08:21pm] In December 2004, I made a list of things that I didn't accomplish that year that I wished I would have. And 106 weeks ago... I updated that list and bolded the things that I did accomplish. It is December 29th, 2007 and the year is almost over. 2007 was a fun year. A lot happened and many memories were created and many things happened that I wish didn't happen. But it was a good year, and I feel accomplished. I didn't do many things on this list but I did do a lot of things that I never put on my to-do list. Anyways, this is mostly pointless but I feel it needs to be done. Have a happy new year. skydived gone to europe-ACCOMPLISHED go to california swim with sharks run away raise my gpa forgave my worst enimies built something watch the exoricist-ACCOMPLISHED watch old school- ACCOMPLISHED tell my deepest secrets to my closest friends- ACCOMPLISHED tell my parents how much i really love them tell my friends how much i really love them-ACCOMPLISHED made a difference-ACCOMPLISHED gotten a job-ACCOMPLISHED learn guitar become fluent in french figured out my carear-ACCOMPLISHED make a collage fund fallen in love-ACCOMPLISHED Lived Died... So tell me, how was your year? take their time, but no one cares

The year is almost over and I still haven't.... [15 Dec 2005|02:58pm] Last year one December 20th, i made a list of things i didn't accomplish that year that I wish to accomplish. So now, here's the same list and in bold are the things that I have done. There aren't many, and some are worthless, but some are great... but hey, there's always next year. skydived gone to europe go to california swim with sharks run away raise my gpa forgave my worst enimies built something watch the exoricist watch old school tell my deepest secrets to my closest friends tell my parents how much i really love them tell my friends how much i really love them made a difference gotten a job learn guitar become fluent in french figured out my carear make a collage fund fallen in love Lived Died...     So tell me, how was your year? 1 take their time, but no one cares

I'm gonna stay sixteen forever [14 Oct 2005|04:08pm] You know how every year, when you turn a new age, there's always someone to tell you not to rush life and enjoy being young and free and careless and don't let it all pass you by... it's strange that for me this year, that was told to me by our painter.... I have decided that this will be my last entry in my journal. I have had it for about a year. A good year at that. I wont be deleting my journal, but I just feel that life doesnt need to be posted to the world anymore. We all are going to have our problems, happiness, and everywhere in between. So lets just settle for knowing, in our heads, not seeing, on computers, that life is bad then it will be ok. Cause it will. So settle for that, and nothing less. bye. Passed out in our school clothes so we'd wake up in our Sunday's best I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it You move slow like daytime drama And I'm boring like his songs So while I'm taking you for granted We'll be humming along Well cross my heart and hope to... I'm lying just to keep you here So reckless, so, So thoughtless So careless, I could care less So paint your face up something elegant And this town maybe a darker shade of red Cause a long night means a fist fight Against your pillow and my pearly whites I want to hear you scream you like me better on my knees So let us pray we don't believe in second chances So let us pray Don't you ask me Don't you move Well Cross my heart and hope to I'm lying just to keep you here Well she's so heartless And I could care less One of us never did it but we're taking it all And tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all And her eyes never batted when she said it It's a long night, open, know it... This glass house is burning down You light the match, I'll stick I'll give you everything you want And wish the worst of what I was Tonight won't make a difference. 6 take their time, but no one cares

[14 Oct 2005|12:15pm] its my birthday. take their time, but no one cares

[26 Sep 2005|06:24pm] random visits are my fav =] <3 take their time, but no one cares

amazing, just amazing [17 Sep 2005|09:08pm] best new song ever... Jimmy Eat World- Drugs Or Me (Styrofoam Remix) Stay On My Side EP awesome. take their time, but no one cares

you're just jealous cause we're young and in love [14 Sep 2005|08:32pm] woot woot for happiness its all been awesomee. :) take their time, but no one cares

[04 Sep 2005|12:47pm] Taking on seven years The holy ghost had left alone Test my arms, kick like crazy And I've been trying way too long Only push the way off to fight you And I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure Getting off my chest The story ends (-I would find a way without you I would find a way without you -) My mistake was gold I know that without you It's something that I could never do [[ That was right ]] Seven years you assured me That I'd be fine if I complied Only push the way off to fight /y/o/u/ &I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm not sure Getting off my chest The story ends Without you Don't treat me I'm to blame Dont treat me like I ever accused you Don't treat me I'm to blame Dont treat me like I ever accused you Don't treat me I'm to blame Dont treat me like I ever accused you Don't treat me I'm to blame Dont treat me like I ever accused you 2 take their time, but no one cares

[31 Aug 2005|02:53pm] Okay so I think I'm getting the hang of this whole school thing. My classes are looking a lot better and things just kind of seem ok :) today was a greeeaaat day though :) take their time, but no one cares

[25 Aug 2005|06:08pm] that was the best part of my day... thanks to my dog. *sigh* take their time, but no one cares

For what it's worth, it was worth it all the while. [25 Aug 2005|02:44pm] soo, its been a boring week. i cant really remember my days. last night went to coney as usual. i wanted pancakes but i felt stupid if i did order them so i settled for a cheesburger. kevin called me stupid anyway. i could care less... then went to starbucks and im in loveeee with chai tea. hopefully tera be spending the night tonight. i need to get my mind off of what i cant stop thinking about, so maybe tonight will help :/ well, there wasnt a reason for posting today. just bored i guess... later take their time, but no one cares

im just about ready to kill my self :/ [21 Aug 2005|12:50pm] well as of now, this is my schedual. but im changing my first hour gym class... hopefully. 1. fit for life- Crum 2. english- Bulat 3. Biology2- Doyle 4. 2D design- Druia 5. finance- Gendreau 6. only the cooooooolest lunch ever 7. poetry- Packan 8. algebra2- Champa pleaseee tell me if ur in anyy of my classes 10 take their time, but no one cares

the only reason you'll be passing out in victoria's secret is cause of the ipex... [11 Aug 2005|01:38am] ipex bras are fricken amazing... every girl should be given one. i went to the mall with tera during the day. went to fireworks at night. i have never had a good experience at fireworks... they can just burn 2 take their time, but no one cares

[09 Aug 2005|01:10pm] okay im better now. last night made me feel less stressed. i went to the mall with mac and tera and bought cheap but fun sun glasses n thats its. came home then around 10 i went to coney with kevin. we both didnt eat allll day so we were starving. and my kitchen sink is broken so its difficult to make food. so while me n kev were at coney, we saw luke (teras brother) and brigette, lukes gf. we sat with them for a while and waited for jakes food to bring it home to him n say hey to tera while we were at it. so it was just a relaxing night until i noticed some of our property was damaged when kevin drove me home. so that what interesting. so yeah, i feel much better today. and i hope i get this job :/ 3 take their time, but no one cares

[07 Aug 2005|01:46pm] wow i am like anti journal these days. but i think i decided to delete it when school starts. maybe not i donno... amy came home! i saw her n kevin yesterday. he bought a block of cheese, amy got choco milk. it was a party. i love them two :) not much else to say. sisters in florida, brothers at football... i pretty much have the house to myself. but tera has it better :) her rents r gone for an entire week. they just left today...... 0:) all for now...later take their time, but no one cares

Im waiting for blood to flow to my fingers, ill be alright when my hands get warm [29 Jul 2005|10:23pm] im now home from new jersey. in went to red bank and point pleasant with the fam. i love new jersey but my family drove me nuts. i am so SO glad to be home. as soon as i came home after a 14 hour car ride, i went to giannas to see her and tera and to drop off bread i got for tera from Zebus, a delicious and fantastic cafe in red bank. my mom was being AWESOME and wouldnt let me stay. so i had 5 minutes to say hey, drop off bread, and leave. and as soon as gianna answered the door and tera came running and screamin to say hey, i just started to cry so hard. i missed my friends. i never want to leave again. im excited for tomorrow when i can actually see everyone for more than 5 minutes. later take their time, but no one cares

[20 Jul 2005|12:08am] i hate updating so much but i just wanna say that i love my friends and all the awesomeness we have. its the times when we are doing nothing but screaming our heads off to something corporate or foo fighters in a mini van that mean more to me than any other times we have. 9 take their time, but no one cares

So kiss me hard, cause this will be the last time that I let you [18 Jul 2005|03:29pm] well, i had quite the eventful night last night. after i came home from my dads, i went to teras house to spend the night. we chilled for a while then kevin came over... he had a very interesting story to tell us...but thats none of ur business ;) soooo then we left to pick up gianna and went off to national coney island to celebrate their 40th anniversaire. and a guy in the booth next to us was SO drunk. he peered over our booth and gianna asked "can we help you?" and he responded, "IM DRUNK!" and he was just being goofy and stupid the whole time. funny kid. so theres a little sample of the night i had. it was awesome, def a night to remember. and then tonight was yet another night to remeber. me sam tera kevin and my BROTHER all went to go see charlie and the chocolate factory which was such a FUNNY movie. johnny depp was most def interesting. then we went to get coffee and GIANNA.... i love you. someday, i will be just like u... ha u kno what i mean ;) out! later 5 take their time, but no one cares

Me and the Moon [10 Jul 2005|02:55pm] It's a good year for a murder shes praying to jesus shes pulling the trigger there's no tears cause hes not here she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner but soon they'll be coming to rush her away no one's so sure if her crime had a reason reasons like seasons they constantly change and the seasons of last year like reasons have floated away away with this spilt milk away with this dirty dish water, away seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter it's me and the moon she says i got no trouble with that but i am a butterfly you wouldnt let me die it's me and the moon she says ...but what do you say we go for a ride? what do you say we get high? but im so tired of days that feel like the night it's me and the moon she says and i got no trouble with that but i am a butterfly and you wouldnt let me die i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly take their time, but no one cares

And you know very well, that I can't keep my hands to myself [02 Jul 2005|04:40pm] yeah so last night was courtney's bday party. it was a fun chill time. n then tera came to my house after the party to sleepover. we played risk with my brother and TERA conquered the world! so congrats to her. today i spent 4 hours getting ready for nothing. yeah good time... but i think tonight is a monopoly/movie night so that should be fun. so like my mom is all high on family activities and she wants to go to some waterpark 2 hours away tomrrow. i dont wanna go so im trying to get out of it. and i actually think shes gonna let me stay home :) all for now, im feeling too misplaced to concentrate on this. 3 take their time, but no one cares

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